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Name: Sheena
Birthday: 2/29/1984
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Sunday, April 02, 2006

Hi there people. I haven't been here in a while and I suppose it is because X doesn't have as much to offer as LJ does, but I mean, I still check this place out and see what is going on. I guess their competition is LJ but in order to get to their level, they need to have more user interaction and so forth.

At the moment, I am feeling very pissed off and upset. I wish I could explain more, but all I can say is that I am really upset because no one wants to get me a freaking chance to do anything anymore. They doubt what I can do, so they don't seem to care when I do something mildly beneficial, but make a fuss when I fail. They like saying "I told you so" type of lines. I bloody sick and tired of it all. You don't have faith in me? Fine. You don't want to give me a chance to prove myself? Fine. Then get the hell out of my life. I don't need people like you to doubt me anymore, okay? Go find someone who likes it, because I hell sure don't.


Monday, February 06, 2006

Currently Listening
Speak For Yourself
By Imogen Heap, Imogen Heap

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I am back!
Onto the post...

This is a journal entry I wrote for my writing class, but I felt it is a good post as well for my journal:

Genetics has always been a facinating idea/field of study. After taking a course this past semester in Genetics, I have come to realize that while advances in mapping genomes and researching genetic solutions are aiding in those with genetic malformities, we might not really be advancing science in a broader sense. What I mean by this is, scientifically, we are by passing up on fully understanding why and how these problems arise and ultimately, what could possibly be a simpler solution.

Take a look at the problem at hand: There are genetic diseases that are becomming more common and more pronounced in society today. We wonder why this is becomming more of an epidemic rather that just an isolated incident. We need only to look to wild animals in nature and theory of "survival of the fittest", with a touch of Darwin thrown in. Charles Darwin, perhaps one of the forefathers of modern ideas in genetics and adaptation theories, his studies shed new light on why some animals live and others die. Adaptation is the foundation for all genetic stability as well as change. Animals in snowy regions are lighter in color than in jungles where dark, marbling colors provide adaquate camoflage for survival. Genetic in origin, but adaptive in application. A human example of subtle genetic "weakness" for logical adaptive, survival gain: African inhabitants native to the areas can have the condition of Sickle Cell Anemia. Simply described, there are three types of genotypic varieties:

  • normal red blood cells, AA
  • half normal, half sickle red blood cells, Aa
  • all sickled red blood cells, aa

Those who have all normal red blood cells, are healthy when it comes to their red blood cell levels, however, Malaria was/is quite prolific in Africa and those without sickled cells would not survive if they contracted the disease. Those who had half and half, were not only resistant to dying from Malaria, but also had the ability to have enough red blod cells. Those who had only sickled red blood cells would have no chance of dying from Malaria, but because all their red blood cells sickled, they were more prone to anemia.

This genetic variance exists for a reason, perhaps much like many of the cancers and other genetic malformities which exist today. If it were not for medical advances thus far, many of these people suffering would most surely die quickly. However, much like nature's "survival of the fittest", are we truly making ourselves a fit species by instead of allowing these malignant and obviously fatal genetic deformities, allowing the genes to be carried on? Nature itself has no other "cure" for its own genetic death sentencing, other than to allow the organism to die and thus removing its deformed/weak genes along with it.

It is a huge question as well at thought in the science world, but we must honestly ask ourselves as scientists if we are really focussing on what is the real science.



Thursday, December 15, 2005

I felt like putting this song in here. Ever since watching "Bruce Almighty" the other night... I've had that song in my head. The things I think about...

"You're A God"
by Vertical Horizon

I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say

Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]
'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go

But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning things I ought to know by now
It's under the table so
I need something more to show somehow

Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]

I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again no
No never again

[Chorus]


Monday, November 07, 2005

I know this girl who I see (as in am around just because) quite often. Whenever I see her with her boyfriend, it is always the same. She treats him like complete crap. And he just takes it. Why? I honestly do not know at all. Perhaps it is because he likes the feeling of being in a relationship and being *needed* (when actually it is more like voluntary abuse more so). I think she keeps him around just for the enjoyment of it personally. She hardly seems to me to give him the time of day and when he offers affection, she shrugs him off.

It just bothers me to no end that people always want to stay in relationships where someone is being abusive to them and crap, but when there is only love and happiness and affection and respect, they want out, just like that. Maybe it is like I had said once previously, where people stay in the abusive relationships because they feel they need to prove they are better than how they think the abuser is treating them because they think less of them? I don't know, but it sounds pretty logical. During my brief studies of Psychology, I took a few classes and all of them harped on how the brain psychologically makes people act certain ways in certain circumstances. From child development to traumas and recoverys (of the emotional and physical kind).

I just don't understand it and I wish it didn't have to be that way. :-/


Saturday, November 05, 2005

Isn't it drastically ironic how when you don't want to be thinking of something in particular you see something every .02 seconds that reminds you of it?

I went on a bike ride to enjoy the warm weather for New England, get some fresh air and just overall feel better about myself. I ended up doing the first two things but totally crashed the other into the ground.

This is one of the times that I am glad I am 21...



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